finally she got home

It is 11.58 AM and I had my housemaid home :/ finally.

 Feel like so tired about 3 weeks, this is what I waiting for. She's come back! She's home! My housemaid. From her hometown, Kuningan. *bukan Kuningan di Jakarta Utara ya -,- this 3 weeks is so sucks. I got my hand's skin broke. They are look like not good. Can you imagine that I had to washed my family clothes, mopped my home's floors *2 floors, helped mom to cook, and made up my kitchen. That's like not me. Since she been here, I never do that all things. But, I thought it just like a connecting to me and my mom. Because both of us made a good cooperation to make our home feel comfort. Both of us do all together :' haha

By the way, happy Sunday all...

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a non violent creation

It is 12.06 AM and I start to make something that killed time.

 I named it as A Violent Creation :'

Looking for something imaginative, I used Photoscape to make it. Not much meaningful, but can blew up something over my head. Hufft~ what a hectic night :p

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not only words

It is 03.47 PM, this is my third posts in the day.

 Feel like remember someone on my head. Someone that always hanging on my mind. Rarely I said "Wush wush! Get out of my head! I have no time for you!" I know it will be working, but it just for several counts. Hufft~ complicated, right? 

Well, actually I wanna make this post to be a good post. Not tell about who's on my head but someone else. Someone who I loved to. Someone who always in my heart #eh but it is true, guys. She's my best. Not my mom. She's truely the other woman.

I have heard about someone story, yea, from her. I don't know why, in the same time that I spent with her at that night, with a cup of coffee in front of Circle K Kalimalang, we just talked about our activities, school, dream room, boys *so many boys actually haha LOL. But, something came into us. A story that was on her blog. First, I couldn't guessed what does her post meant. She told me that she never told this 2ne1 *to any one* but she told this to me. This is one thing that got me surprised. It means she believe on me. And I'm happy. 

Edited by me

I get it from Tumblr

 

I agree with the second picture. It means that destiny not make you but you make the destiny. I know you so much. I know that you can make it better than I certainly. I believe that. *buktinya sangat tidak kelihatan dari lo kalau ada hal itu* and you must know that I proud of you, dear {} 

 

I got it from Tumblr

Yea, life is totally unpredictable. Like him haha.. *oke ini ngelantur

Unpredicted, unbelieved, surprised, those are some words for us that night. But, beside the unpredictable one, we can make the available else. We can't predicted but we can solve any time. Solve is one word that perfectly right for this situation. But how, Beat? As a daughter, we have a strong instinct to another him. I know he loved you So Much! He will come to you. As soon as he ready for his mission to go there. God always protecting him, trust me :)

I got it from Tumblr

This is the conclusion. And you should say like me that this is the hardest one. Yea, this is the hardest thing. Forgive isn't easy. But, he is your part of life. Why we must said that this is hard, right? I loved him too, I just remember when you spent all your days with him. All happiness, all sadness. You had passed it together even when the other her not beside you. And I have feel it.

 This is just a post, but I hope it have a meaning to you, my dearest :*

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dream room

It is 02.52 PM, I've still got my parents out :)

 Hemm, siang-siang gak boleh galau. Tapi kalau bermimpi boleh lah ya. Sudah sejak lama gue memikirkan hal ini. Pengen banget nge-desain kamar sendiri. Nggak perlu yang ribet-ribet. Gue cuma mau nyiptain kamar yang medium large, muat satu tempat tidur nomor 2, berlantai licin *gue gatau namanya apa* dan satu cermin full body medium large juga karena bisa dipastikan nanti begitu kuliah gue mau ambil dance untuk ekstrakulikuler, dengan jendela yang gak begitu besar, and also no cupboard! nah, gimana tuh caranya biar di kamar bisa gak ada lemari haha

Edited by me

Edited by me

ya, kira-kira dua gambar diatas bisa mewakili yang ada di kepala gue. yuk dibayangkan.

Picture 1

Tempat tidur nomor 2 menghadap ke jendela, sebenarnya gue pengen ada further carpet dibawahnya, jadi kalau jalan-jalan sekitar tempat tidur kaki gue berasa dimanjakan. Lantainya! Gue mau lantai kamar gue seperti itu. Biar gampang swing and swang.

Picture 2
Terusan dari gambar satu. Bayangkan gambar kedua ini adalah sisi sebaliknya dari gambar pertama. Dimana adanya pintu utama. Nah, look at the wall that one line with the door! Di dinding itu nantinya akan menjadi dinding cermin. Full loh ya haha.

Terserah gue bisa mewujudkan imajinasi ini di saat kapanpun. Mungkin saat gue nge-kost nanti, atau mungkin saat liburan menunggu hasil ujian-ujian, atau mungkin saat sudah masuk dunia bekerja dimana rencananya gue mau beli rumah untuk diri sendiri. Okay, I know this is just a dream. Because I have told you that this is "Dream Room". Dream on my room, dream on my head. Cheers :p

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basketball wanna be

It is 01.00 PM, I've got my parents out :D so, I can blew up my lovely lappy :p

Just wanna show you my several photos that I got in my first time to Basketball match.

kiri kanan: Rosy & Beatrix sebelum pertandingan dimulai 

Actually I'm not the basketball one but in this lately time, I've got a distortion not much knew about this that brought me to them. Well,  this match was showed up live on JakTV tv station, maybe you had watched but if you don't you can check this now:

http://basket.sportku.com/berita/komunitas/abl/10725-menonton-indonesia-warriors-bersama-pemenang-kuis-tiket-gratis-10-maret-2012

And.... the show's go on.

 kiri kanan: Amin #17, Jerick #8, - , Charlie #16, - , Rony #2, Bongsedong #25, - , Smith #22, Thomas #55

I can't remember at all. I took this picture using my pocket camera from like 10 meters, that's why not much clear.

 

Smith #22 *who are hanging on the ring, had been give much points to this game. Love him so much <3

 

This is my respond to him haha LOL

I realized that one of much camera was shoot on me, so I gave meaningless smile :/

Because I was sat on VVIP class, I got a chance to entered Launge Room to took some pictures with the Ina Warriors players.

 See how tall they are, look at 5th picture, Thomas! And the sweetest is on the last. He's citizen of Philippines.

Well, something old something new something that I could get it as good. 

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wishing the best

It is 03.43 AM, an hour from the first post. Still insomnia.

Malem-malem inget tentang SNMPTN Undangan, jadi inget, apa kabar data-data gue ya. Apa sudah dibaca bapak/ibu pemegang kunci (panitia SNMPTN maksudnya). Wooaah harus nunggu sampai 28 Mei 2012 ya? Baiklah, saya akan bersabar. 

 

tuh, disuruh nunggu sampai 28 Mei, bet

 semoga lolos ya dengan nama Yesus, AMIN

ya meskipun dengan nilai alakadarnya

harusnya di Bidang Prestasi gue buat jadi 2 kolom, tapi justru dalam satu kolom ada 5 file sekaligus

Nggak ada yang nggak mungkin, nggak ada hal yang bisa dilakukan juga selain berdoa dan berdoa, kalau UN harus pakai usaha, tapi kalau situasinya seperti ini ya cuma bisa harap-harap cemas. Tapi harus semangat kaka! ahaha thanks to @anniseye buat segala doa dan semangat yang selalu mengiringi kakakmu ini. Karena organisasi kita jadi keluarga. Thanks to @daahel sahabat seperjuangan. Semua masukan dari lo bener dahl, seberapa besar yang sudah kita pejuangkan maka segitu pula yang akan kita dapat. Semoga ketulusan kita menjalankan ujian nasional nanti bisa menambah kadar perjuangan kita yang mungkin belum bisa disebut perjuangan. Gue berdoa juga buat my best @angginurmalia, semoga yang terbaik yang diberi Tuhan ya nggi. Gue dukung semua yang lo inginkan. Lo pasti bisa! *peyuk laptop* *nggak ada yang bisa dipeluk -,-*

well, gue baru download satu lagu recommended by @rosydadewi nih, Latinka - Aku Bisa Mati, hemm, berlebihan sih sebenarnya makna dari lagunya sendiri. tapi beberapa liriknya, hemm, ya... mirip-mirip kisah gue lah *jadi inget mr.e* *eh bukan, inget hvnphrvy maksudnya* ah yaudah inget keduanya lah. oke ini udah ngelantur.

 

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radar above my head

It is 02.43 AM, I start to write over my head.

Hooaah, this is not the first time, but for a very very long time I didn't do this again. Insomnia, yea insomnia. I almost forget about this. Well, which way that I can go with. There are so many things that I wanna told here. Hemm, first, today is 16 days about to national examination, actually I don't know why can I blogging in this time. But, you must know that I feel in anticlimax nowadays. This week there are ten DVDs that I have watched.

   

10 DVDs rent from Star Disk

 They are: fist - last

Step Up 3D . Fast & Furious . What Goes Up . Once . Coraline . Beat The World . Street Dance . Step Up 2 . Resident Evil : Afterlife . Salt .

I loved them, on the other hand I had watched them before. But, I didn't feel boring. yaudahlahya 

barusan nge-tweet, "@ehbeatrix: hell-o, I'm still awake" dan dengan bermodalkan seperti mamaku, "@fairuzaf: tidur bet tidur~ RT @ehbeatrix: hell-o, I'm still awake"

iya fay iya......... sebentar lagi ya... aku belum ngantuk -__-

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