deep hope

Amen....

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Like a ship that decided to left....

It is 8.45 PM and I feel so flat.

Like what people usually do. Living in the hectic city with so many wishes and works. You must be agree with me, that "yours actually not always what you coveted". Re-write, "not always". So, will you just standing and keep going in what you are now? Even though that's not really what you want to? Ah come on, this is life! Everything has potential to change. I talk about those picture. The ship and the city -Perth City-. Where will the ship going? Why does it going? 

Will I go there? The institutions that have been the most important topic when talking with the friend? Have I made ​​a unanimous decision? I start to stop in writing now. Try to exhale and inhale. Try to encode all the signal from my brain. This is not a simply one, I knew it. I knew it too much. But, am I give up? Stuck when I have willing to go there? What makes me stop?

All decisions have their own consequence. If you just standing here, you will be blablabla and if you going there -amen- you will blablabla. So, why must I be worried about something good? God, the only one that I want to give me a sign even just a dream or even little thing. I want it so much. I need Him. I need His voice.

But, I think. If I just follow the heart's words....I will know His road. That's the point, dear. And about the ship. He know where he wanna go to. You should too. Yea, I should too. No matter what obstacles he would face later. Which he knows is how to achieve the goal. Survive. Work, and pray. I should to :)

THANKS FOR VISIT :D SALAM BUAT MAMA PAPA YA