flat

It is 00.31 AM and surprise!!!

Not much can say...... I just feel like....like a jerk. Let me make it large. Have you ever crushed by something huge? Even that huge thing is the most you worked to for a long time. You've got what you want, but not really what you want. Happy, but not happy. Grateful, but not grateful. Disappointed, yea, but I shouldn't be that. So, what is it called? Not really first time. But it is so drop me down. Little, but much. Oh God.... Even I inappropriate to call your name in this situation. I'm the people who make it. I make it. And I shouldn't regret. Let's face the world. Let face the next fight. Make it real! Hala! :)

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great thing

It is 01.34 PM I get my school end and hit my bed with some hectic activity.

Nothing else to do. Just turn on my lappy, listen  to my playlist, inhale and exhale to get comfort after had three lessons for National Examination later. Feel like remember the time when I was in Capaska (Calon Paskibraka) like almost one year ago. It is not an easy one. And do not feel 12 days left, East Jakarta will held a selection of activities Paskibraka East Jakarta Municipality level and will be preceded by selection of the sub-district 6 days from today. Purna Paskibraka Indonesia Kota Administrasi Jakarta Timur 2011 will turn one year old on 3 April 2012. In this post I just wanna show the picture of 2011.

Really miss all of you so damn much.

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beside of my mind

It is 4.23 AM and I just can't sleep because of Instagram downloading, trying to play guitar chords on some songs, Shinhwa couple and blogging.

Now Playing : Orange Caramel - Love Does Not Wait

It is umm some great things when you've got something new. I never thought that I will like even love about Korea. Not really really love to, but in fact is trying to learn about them. The culture, specialties (food), serial tv or serial movies, language, songs and also the actress. I can't lie that nowadays, half of whole teenagers in the world are in crazy about Korea. In my opinion one thing that makes me not really really interest about Korea is because of the Korean in-stead. Some people look like so damn embarrassing in wearing their body fit or accessories. Even in uses cosmetics. Myself, I think all Korean boys are so weird. The way they're move their body on, they way they're sing their song, and their faces sometimes. But as long as I learn, on the other hand, beside of over appearance, several of them are not perfectly freak. Sometimes I like when they're dance to.  Dunno why, I feel like I will visit Seoul after Perth someday I wish. I've watch this noon that some students that have a chance to study in Seoul, South Korea. I found that Seoul is beautiful. Hemm, I remember when someone made a wish when he gave voice note to me on my 17th birthday, he said "...I wish you will get Korean handsome boyfriend in your future.." Oh God.. Big no! I don't want to. Really -____- LOL

Well, learning is never ending. You will learn and learn all the time. Got something new is better than hate something new and decided to ignore. 

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1945

It is 4:56 AM and I found on my blog that I already got 1945 views.

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disappointed

It is 9.45 PM and some about many activities are in my head.

Before a long semi holiday I had fantasized about the days without a significant burden. A variety of vacation plans starting from just reading a novel (again), up Transjakarta to HI (alone), to back packer to Sulawesi with my friend, Anggi. But, having lived, one did not happen until today. Many are 'forced' me to continue to stay in Jakarta until all unfinished business here. There is even a (real obligation but can not say) that will be very time-consuming until next August. variety of learning activities in GO was deepened. Itensive SNMPTN, try out on Friday and Saturday in every week. *sigh*

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