It is 12.09 PM and I start to thinking a lot of things
Tumblr. Turn on my lappy and thinking about blog.
So......many good and bad things came to my life. All is unpredictable. This is what we called with el ai ef i = LIFE.
2012 isn't better than a year before. I had so many shocked news that does not necessary to tell. Day by day, I learnt to learn. To accepted what I have to receive. To do what I have to do.
It is not we called coercion. No! But this is life. We have to surrender and gratitude. Undoubtedly there will be a blessing to you. Amen.
Well, this is approximately 2 months I have been in university. All is fun, really. I just need to think the other side of my despair. Once again, To accepted what I have to receive and gratitude to Lord.
Another one now. I would like to tell you about my besties. Praja Muda IPDN, Anggi Nurmalia.
Camera360 iPhone 3GS. Sour Sally of Kelapa Gading, North Jakarta.
It so glad to heard that she get away the selection to get a chair in that institute. I don't want to mention the name oftenly, because so many reasons. Well, I got so pretty proud of her. She is so damn strong at that way. Hope she always in His holy hand. Please, protect her...... Hoping that I can be in the same roof of the institute. Just believe and hope the best.
Maybe I need to think it over and over and over. Decision must be unanimous. I need to pray about it over and over and over. Willing is not enough to get something. I have to keep it hard.
It is 2.14 AM and I just listen to Payphone by Maroon5 feat Wiz Khalifa
" I've wasted my nights, You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed, Still stuck in that time, When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise "
I like these part of lyrics of Payphone. Innocent actually, but I think these part have a meaning to me. Just trying to remember how does it feel. Trying to cope with it. Still stuck in that time. That time that I always keep my attention to you. When we called it love. Is that happen? Wait. It never be come. We will never say it love. Okay, I mean YOU! Okay, stop. Can we share about the other things?
Hmmmm, how about our new place? Yea! I have a new life now. New friends, new building of education, and the important thing is I'm in the new school, haha let's make it cool, I mean new University. I am part of State University of Jakarta. In Indonesian we called it Universitas Negeri Jakarta (UNJ).
Well, in fact, this is not what I really want. Once again, not really. I still want my dream university and the department. I have a decision and I still hoping that God available to make it come true. Amen.
And the Photographer explained about what he felt when he on that plane:
Photographer's Note
This is what my city of Perth looks like from the aircraft. Since the seat belt sign was still on, I could not choose a vantage point. I had to make do with what I had. Luckily, I had a clear window, not one that is fogged up.
The camera is facing almost North. The tall buildings in the centre of the photo are the ones in the CBD (Central Business District). To the West of the CBD is King's Park which is basically a natural spot in midst of a concrete jungle. It has some nature walks and a view of Perth city to die for. It also has an ANZAC memorial.
To the south is the Narrows Bridge which spans the Swan River. To the South of the Narrows Bridge, is South Perth and then the other Southern suburbs of Perth.
The Kwinana freeway runs over the Narrows Bridge.
I have adjusted the levels of this photograph and then passed it through the Helicon Noise Remover (freeware).
Ohh God.... I hope someday I can write about my journey like what he (those writer) did. No matter with who I go there, but it must be a sweet moment if I go there with my future husband ;;) haha
We'll spend our long honeymoon.... (okay it sounds lil' bit strange now T.T but much Amen for this!)
See this too:
Blog's. Perth Reflections.
Blog's. Tully: funny street actually :D
Blog's. And this is the journey!
So, let's dreaming, pray, study, keep your extra money start from now, and looking for rich man to reach it! haha not very big thing, but to go to foreign especially for Perth is a serious thing. Ohh Dream Perth O:)
It is been a long time that I'm not used this account for signed in to blogger. Isn't for really important reason, but lil' bit pretty reasonable to hear that "I AM FRUSTRATED!" *inhale and exhale* not much to say but as the final reasoning thing, I decided to share what I feel in this post and not really wishing that someone read this bad post exactly, (I write this sentence just in 45 sec).
*inhale and exhale* can you guessed what those sentence refer to? Well, I will start to say this. I'm not really good thinker but also not the worst one. I'm not really smart student but also not the stupid one. But, there are some questions that I can't answer, why you can't get through that test?! Is the test over thinking?! What have you done?! Are you didn't do your best?! What should I do?
Sometimes, your first failure is your worst thing that you earn. In fact, I rarely failed. In addition to get new school an this is my worst thing that I ever done. I can't passed these test! On the other hand, I've through the 'bimbel' focus in a year and got soooo many exercises . But, what I've done?WHAT I'VE DONE?!I got lost my parents confidence, I feel so ashamed every time I talked to them. Even the vocational program not reached. What is wrong? Am I do very deep mistakes?
Those thought is I'm in the past. *I hope* in this time, I will get out so far from that thinking. I'm concious that God had something huge for me. In addition, I'm not a good human as long as I passed the 12 grade. I lost some Sunday to go church for important/unimportant thing. I'm so sorry from the deepest heart :'( I have learn, that when you need God in something, you must placed God in the top your ability. (it is not a picture that I'm not like what I've said, but less). I have realized too that I'm not one hundred percents focus. There are some things in my head. But I can't blaming :'' and got lost my time to focus. I think of it.
So, come on! Move on! Wake up! Frustrated not bringing you to your dreams. If I'm not be the owner of Yellow Jacket in this year, I decided to make a plan in next year. Now, I will roll up my sleeve and get tight up my belt for the other Yellow Jacket (UNSOED). Wish me luck and Jesus, please give Your hand for this project. Amen O:)
Not much can say...... I just feel like....like a jerk. Let me make it large. Have you ever crushed by something huge? Even that huge thing is the most you worked to for a long time. You've got what you want, but not really what you want. Happy, but not happy. Grateful, but not grateful. Disappointed, yea, but I shouldn't be that. So, what is it called? Not really first time. But it is so drop me down. Little, but much. Oh God.... Even I inappropriate to call your name in this situation. I'm the people who make it. I make it. And I shouldn't regret. Let's face the world. Let face the next fight. Make it real! Hala! :)
It is 01.34 PM I get my school end and hit my bed with some hectic activity.
Nothing else to do. Just turn on my lappy, listen to my playlist, inhale and exhale to get comfort after had three lessons for National Examination later. Feel like remember the time when I was in Capaska (Calon Paskibraka) like almost one year ago. It is not an easy one. Anddo notfeel12days left, EastJakartawill
held aselectionof
activitiesPaskibrakaEastJakarta Municipalityleveland will bepreceded byselection ofthe
sub-district6 daysfrom
today. Purna Paskibraka Indonesia Kota Administrasi Jakarta Timur 2011 will
turnone year oldon 3 April 2012. In this post I just wanna show the picture of 2011.
It is 4.23 AM and I just can't sleep because of Instagram downloading, trying to play guitar chords on some songs, Shinhwa couple and blogging.
Now Playing : Orange Caramel - Love Does Not Wait
It is umm some great things when you've got something new. I never thought that I will like even love about Korea. Not really really love to, but in fact is trying to learn about them. The culture, specialties (food), serial tv or serial movies, language, songs and also the actress. I can't lie that nowadays, half of whole teenagers in the world are in crazy about Korea. In my opinion one thing that makes me not really really interest about Korea is because of the Korean in-stead. Some people look like so damn embarrassing in wearing their body fit or accessories. Even in uses cosmetics. Myself, I think all Korean boys are so weird. The way they're move their body on, they way they're sing their song, and their faces sometimes. But as long as I learn, on the other hand, beside of over appearance, several of them are not perfectly freak. Sometimes I like when they're dance to. Dunno why, I feel like I will visit Seoul after Perth someday I wish. I've watch this noon that some students that have a chance to study in Seoul, South Korea. I found that Seoul is beautiful. Hemm, I remember when someone made a wish when he gave voice note to me on my 17th birthday, he said "...I wish you will get Korean handsome boyfriend in your future.." Oh God.. Big no! I don't want to. Really -____- LOL
Well, learning is never ending. You will learn and learn all the time. Got something new is better than hate something new and decided to ignore.
It is 9.45 PM and some about many activities are in my head.
Beforealong semi holidayIhadfantasizedaboutthe dayswithouta significantburden. A variety ofvacation plansstarting from justreadinga novel(again),
up TransjakartatoHI(alone), tobackpackerto Sulawesiwithmyfriend, Anggi. But,
having lived, onedid nothappenuntil today. Many are'forced'
metocontinue tostayinJakartauntilallunfinishedbusinesshere. There is evena(real obligationbutcannotsay) that will bevery time-consuminguntilnext August.
variety of learning activitiesinGOwasdeepened. ItensiveSNMPTN, tryoutonFridayand Saturdayinevery week. *sigh*
It is 10.46 PM and now I write this post as fast as I can.
"Oh my God! It is so horrible! Tomorrow I will do the National Examination!" said all the final grade of Senior High nowadays, it must be include me. Yea, we will do that. National Examination. Event that what we're wait for. So many plans already in our head. So many journey or something huge had been on the list. So, come on. Like what I said this morning "Just relax. Do the best. Keep praying. Keep believing. And success. Amen" and what my pastor said this evening when I were in church, "Without Jesus, we can do nothing. But with him, we can do everything". What a glorious words they are :)
Face it. Look what you want in your future. Do the best. Muster all your skills. Keep praying. Believing. Success. Amen. In the name of Jesus Christ.
It is 10.23 PM and still front of my lappy's monitor.
Tumblr. Remind me when I was just a lil' girl that spend my time to read so many books, and I loved magazine so much haha
And I remember to one of my playgroup's teacher and also my walikelas, Ibu Nani, she is so patient, she taught me how to spell my name that is B E A T R I X, count numbers, knew all colors, and how to appreciated how important mother is. I miss her so much :'
Tumblr. And also my favorite one, writing. I loved writing so damn much. But I lost time time to cope with time. I haven't time to much do writing. I think this picture perfectly good as mirror that what I am reflected.
It is 8.36 PM and I just listening to Bad English - When I See You Smile and thinking about maturity.
"I see a ray of light, oh oh,
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile"
A coupletlyrics of song that I had listen, a song that first I knew from a movie "Sidney White" which it sang by a
pretty cute choir of college on that movie. This song sang for the girl who want to have a date by the boy. And the boy said "I will never stop to sing until you say yes to go date with me" pretty sweet, right? haha
Sidney White : Indonesian subtitle
Who knows that love will come. *idk why we talk about love, certainly* Love is beautiful, love is funny, love can make a bad day become a shining one, love is awkward, love can make so jerk, love is hurt, love is curious, love is jerk, and love is awesome *wink*
We are always grow up. Mature. One word that sketched what we are like now. Mature can't be judge by a number of ages.Mature is a condition that we already can hold our emotion.Mature also needed when we are in love. That what I wanna share to all of you.
Sometimes, we need to be rational. Don't thinking much about your sight, but try to thinking how the others sight. We try to be not childish one that always thinking what they thought only, talk like what on their head only, and doing like what
they want only.
So, being mature is the important one. You don't need to looking where the mature is, but one thing that sure you must do that find out about yourself, identify yourself, how far what you had done in your life until nowadays. And care about all around you.
It is 06.56 PM and I just full fill the freedom with some words on this post
(annoyed).
Three days left to the National Exam.
My God....
Jatuh bangun udah gue rasakan, susah
senang sudah dilalui, hujan badai bahkan kemarau sekalipun sudah pernah dilewati
hahaha *ini apa ya?* Tapi serius, persiapan UN SMA gue kali ini benar-benar
banyak usaha. Berangkat pagi, ya sesekali terlambat karena kondisi jalan di
Jalan Pertanian *kami sering memanggilnya Kebon Singkong* yang kurang
menguntungkan. Bayangkan, diawal periode sekolah, bulan-bulan awal memasuki
kelas XII, sudah dapat dipastikan gue terlambat kalau berangkat seperti jam
biasa 5.50 pagi. Kenapa? Hemmm, pembangunan Koridor Transjakarta *digabung atau
dipisah sih penulisannya* Yap, sangat menyusahkan. Bayangkan lebar jalan yang
tidak bisa dilalui 2 mobil sedan sekaligus ini ditambah pula tanah-tanah galian
gajelas numpuk di kanan jalan turut menghiasi ban mobil atau ojek yang gue
naiki ke sekolah, inilah penghambat sebenarnya. Nggak salah mereka sepenuhnya
sih, kadang emang gue yang bangunnya siang :/ Well, hal itu adalah pembuka post
kali ini. 20 points berhasil gue raih dalam 2 semester. Dibagi 5 jadi gue
tercatat 4 kali terlambat ke sekolah *itu yang ketahuan -___-* Eh bukan gitu
maksud gue, itu yang tertulis. Dengan sekali panggilan masuk dari nomor telepon
resmi SMAN 12 Jakarta ke ponsel nyokap disambut tidak menyenangkan. Berniat
menasehati nyokap biar gue gak terlambat lagi, sebaliknya, wakasek gue
dinasehati balik karena merasa diajari *dasar orang dewasa*
Belum lagi, gue masih dikontrak untuk
program Capaska (Calon Pengibar Bendera Pusaka) 2011 yang pada saat itu harus
dijalani sampai pengibaran usai, yakni 17 Agustus. Bulan-bulan awal masuk kelas
XII gue belum 100% jadi anak sekolah sesungguhnya karena masih ada
tanggungjawab ekstra di weekend yang seharusnya saat itu bisa jadi waktu
belajar ekstra di bimbel. Tapi nggak ada penyesalan, ini kemauan gue. Bahas
soal bimbel, 1 semester benar-benar masa berat gue. Tercatat:
Senin
dan Rabu
5.50 - 06.20 Berangkat + dijalan +
nyampe sekolah
06.20 - 15.00 KBM
15.00 - 16.00 Kegiatan ekstra
(Paskibra/ngobrol sambil nuggu jam les)
16.00 - 16.25 Berangkat LIA + nyampe
16.25 - 17.00 Makan + ngobrol sambil
nunggu kelas mulai
17.00 - 19.00 LIA
19.00 - 19.45 Pulang
19.45 - 20.00 Nyampe rumah + mandi
20.00 - 21.00 Makan malam + kumpul
keluarga
21.00 - 23.00 Kalau lagi bener
dipakai belajar, kadang main lappy, kadang main gitar, kadang
YouTube-ing, kadang sketch-ing
23.00 dst biasanya gak jelas, bbm-an,
twitter-an, atau cuma sebatas tidur-tiduran sambil yaa ehmm pikiran
berputar-putar lah nunggu ngantuk
*maaf apabila bahasa saya agak kacau*
Selasa dan Kamis
5.50 - 06.20 Berangkat + dijalan +
nyampe sekolah
06.20 - 15.00 KBM
15.00 - 16.00 Kegiatan ekstra
(Paskibra/ngobrol sambil nuggu jam les)
16.00 - 16.25 Berangkat GO + nyampe
16.25 - 20.00 GO
20.00 - 20.45 Pulang
20.45 - 21.00 Nyampe rumah + mandi
21.00 - 22.00 Makan malam + kumpul
keluarga
22.00 - 23.00 Kalau lagi bener
dipakai belajar, kadang main lappy, kadang main gitar, kadang
YouTube-ing, kadang sketch-ing
23.00 dst biasanya gak jelas, bbm-an,
twitter-an, atau cuma sebatas tidur-tiduran sambil yaa ehmm pikiran
berputar-putar lah nunggu ngantuk
4 hari dalam satu minggu terus
berlangsung seperti jadwal diatas. Pusing? Memang. Capek? Tentu. Disaat
teman-teman gue yang lain bisa belajar leluasa, gue merasa sedikit terbebani
dengan jadwal LIA. Pertidaksetujuan nyokap untuk postpone adalah penyebab utama
kenapa gue masih bertahan sampai 2 term di masa-masa kelas XII. So, gue
saranin, cepet-cepet deh diselesaikan LIA-nya, atau kalau mau masuk LIA jangan
ditunda-tunda kayak gue, jadi terlalu lama.
Tapi begitu masuk semester kedua, gue
berani mengungkapkan kalau gue capek, gue lelah, letih, lesu, lunglai, *oke,
ini sudah ngaco* ke nyokap. And fortunately, dia mau denger dan postpone lah
gue untuk 2 term terakhir. Ya rencananya usai UN ini gue mau nyari tau kapan
promotion test berlangsung.
Well, gue juga mau ngungkapin kalau
ternyata semakin dekatnya UN maka semakin malaslah lo ke sekolah. Trust me. Dan
setelah gue sadari, gue nggak pernah hadir full dalam ujian try out di sekolah.
Pasti ada satu hari yang bener-bener gue males untuk bangun pagi dan ikutin
ujian itu. Ya Tuhan... ampuni Beatrix yaaa :'(
Dan yang lebih herannya lagi, semakin
mendekati UN juga kegiatan gue semakin nggak jelas. Disamping emang gue
belajar, tapi kesibukan kayak blogging, nge-dance, organisasi paskibra, main
gitar, keyboard, dan nge-tweet pun jadi kebiasaan sekarang-sekarang ini. Gue
harap hal tersebut gak gue sentuh sampai pelaksanaan UN berakhir. Dan gue harap
ini post terakhir 2 minggu ini. Seenggaknya gue harus bener-bener fokus untuk
soal-soal yang akan gue hadapi nanti.
Last, mustahil berhasil usaha tanpa
doa. Gue percaya itu. Keep praying because He always listening :) Amen. GO,
FIGHT, WIN FOR NATIONAL EXAMINATION 2012! GOD WITH US..
Feel like not really sleepy, just finishing my school stuff, Laporan Penelitian Sosial. Sociology's final assignment. Not much that I had told there. Well, now I wanna share a lil' bit about my report.
This is about street kids. Hemm, like a jerk if I remember the speech for examination. I used this theme to my speech, and I got bad that time. I felt so fools :/ okay, forget it.
In the middle February, I had visited Sahabat Anak foundation in Manggarai. Sahabat Anak is educational institution in Indonesia which cater for street children.
left-right: Kak Tasya (Public Relation of Sahabat Anak) and me.
Kak Tasya as interviewie and I'm interviewer. We talked everything about Sahabat Anak. Actually you can find that on http://sahabatanak.com/ The street children who are study at that institution were very impressive. They are realized how important education is. And I gave 2 thumbs up for them.
Not much to say, as a teenagers we should be care about this that not all children in this earth can feel the school education. So, let's do our best on National Examination on 16 through 19 April 2012. It is 15 days from today. And this is not the April Mop :/
It is 11.58 AM and I had my housemaid home :/ finally.
Feel like so tired about 3 weeks, this is what I waiting for. She's come back! She's home! My housemaid. From her hometown, Kuningan. *bukan Kuningan di Jakarta Utara ya -,- this 3 weeks is so sucks. I got my hand's skin broke. They are look like not good. Can you imagine that I had to washed my family clothes, mopped my home's floors *2 floors, helped mom to cook, and made up my kitchen. That's like not me. Since she been here, I never do that all things. But, I thought it just like a connecting to me and my mom. Because both of us made a good cooperation to make our home feel comfort. Both of us do all together :' haha
It is 12.06 AM and I start to make something that killed time.
I named it as A Violent Creation :'
Looking for something imaginative, I used Photoscape to make it. Not much meaningful, but can blew up something over my head. Hufft~ what a hectic night :p
It is 03.47 PM, this is my third posts in the day.
Feel like remember someone on my head. Someone that always hanging on my mind. Rarely I said "Wush wush! Get out of my head! I have no time for you!" I know it will be working, but it just for several counts. Hufft~ complicated, right?
Well, actually I wanna make this post to be a good post. Not tell about who's on my head but someone else. Someone who I loved to. Someone who always in my heart #eh but it is true, guys. She's my best. Not my mom. She's truely the other woman.
I have heard about someone story, yea, from her. I don't know why, in the same time that I spent with her at that night, with a cup of coffee in front of Circle K Kalimalang, we just talked about our activities, school, dream room, boys *so many boys actually haha LOL. But, something came into us. A story that was on her blog. First, I couldn't guessed what does her post meant. She told me that she never told this 2ne1 *to any one* but she told this to me. This is one thing that got me surprised. It means she believe on me. And I'm happy.
Edited by me
I get it from Tumblr
I agree with the second picture. It means that destiny not make you but you make the destiny. I know you so much. I know that you can make it better than I certainly. I believe that. *buktinya sangat tidak kelihatan dari lo kalau ada hal itu* and you must know that I proud of you, dear {}
I got it from Tumblr
Yea, life is totally unpredictable. Like him haha.. *oke ini ngelantur
Unpredicted, unbelieved, surprised, those are some words for us that night. But, beside the unpredictable one, we can make the available else. We can't predicted but we can solve any time. Solve is one word that perfectly right for this situation. But how, Beat? As a daughter, we have a strong instinct to another him. I know he loved you So Much! He will come to you. As soon as he ready for his mission to go there. God always protecting him, trust me :)
I got it from Tumblr
This is the conclusion. And you should say like me that this is the hardest one. Yea, this is the hardest thing. Forgive isn't easy. But, he is your part of life. Why we must said that this is hard, right? I loved him too, I just remember when you spent all your days with him. All happiness, all sadness. You had passed it together even when the other her not beside you. And I have feel it.
This is just a post, but I hope it have a meaning to you, my dearest :*
Hemm, siang-siang gak boleh galau. Tapi kalau bermimpi boleh lah ya. Sudah sejak lama gue memikirkan hal ini. Pengen banget nge-desain kamar sendiri. Nggak perlu yang ribet-ribet. Gue cuma mau nyiptain kamar yang medium large, muat satu tempat tidur nomor 2, berlantai licin *gue gatau namanya apa* dan satu cermin full body medium large juga karena bisa dipastikan nanti begitu kuliah gue mau ambil dance untuk ekstrakulikuler, dengan jendela yang gak begitu besar, and also no cupboard! nah, gimana tuh caranya biar di kamar bisa gak ada lemari haha
Edited by me
Edited by me
ya, kira-kira dua gambar diatas bisa mewakili yang ada di kepala gue. yuk dibayangkan.
Picture 1
Tempat tidur nomor 2 menghadap ke jendela, sebenarnya gue pengen ada further carpet dibawahnya, jadi kalau jalan-jalan sekitar tempat tidur kaki gue berasa dimanjakan. Lantainya! Gue mau lantai kamar gue seperti itu. Biar gampang swing and swang.
Picture 2
Terusan dari gambar satu. Bayangkan gambar kedua ini adalah sisi sebaliknya dari gambar pertama. Dimana adanya pintu utama. Nah, look at the wall that one line with the door! Di dinding itu nantinya akan menjadi dinding cermin. Full loh ya haha.
Terserah gue bisa mewujudkan imajinasi ini di saat kapanpun. Mungkin saat gue nge-kost nanti, atau mungkin saat liburan menunggu hasil ujian-ujian, atau mungkin saat sudah masuk dunia bekerja dimana rencananya gue mau beli rumah untuk diri sendiri. Okay, I know this is just a dream. Because I have told you that this is "Dream Room". Dream on my room, dream on my head. Cheers :p
It is 01.00 PM, I've got my parents out :D so, I can blew up my lovely lappy :p
Just wanna show you my several photos that I got in my first time to Basketball match.
kiri kanan: Rosy & Beatrix sebelum pertandingan dimulai
Actually I'm not the basketball one but in this lately time, I've got a distortion not much knew about this that brought me to them. Well, this match was showed up live on JakTV tv station, maybe you had watched but if you don't you can check this now:
It is 03.43 AM, an hour from the first post. Still insomnia.
Malem-malem inget tentang SNMPTN Undangan, jadi inget, apa kabar data-data gue ya. Apa sudah dibaca bapak/ibu pemegang kunci (panitia SNMPTN maksudnya). Wooaah harus nunggu sampai 28 Mei 2012 ya? Baiklah, saya akan bersabar.
tuh, disuruh nunggu sampai 28 Mei, bet
semoga lolos ya dengan nama Yesus, AMIN
ya meskipun dengan nilai alakadarnya
harusnya di Bidang Prestasi gue buat jadi 2 kolom, tapi justru dalam satu kolom ada 5 file sekaligus
Nggak ada yang nggak mungkin, nggak ada hal yang bisa dilakukan juga selain berdoa dan berdoa, kalau UN harus pakai usaha, tapi kalau situasinya seperti ini ya cuma bisa harap-harap cemas. Tapi harus semangat kaka! ahaha thanks to @anniseye buat segala doa dan semangat yang selalu mengiringi kakakmu ini. Karena organisasi kita jadi keluarga. Thanks to @daahel sahabat seperjuangan. Semua masukan dari lo bener dahl, seberapa besar yang sudah kita pejuangkan maka segitu pula yang akan kita dapat. Semoga ketulusan kita menjalankan ujian nasional nanti bisa menambah kadar perjuangan kita yang mungkin belum bisa disebut perjuangan. Gue berdoa juga buat my best @angginurmalia, semoga yang terbaik yang diberi Tuhan ya nggi. Gue dukung semua yang lo inginkan. Lo pasti bisa! *peyuk laptop**nggak ada yang bisa dipeluk -,-*
well, gue baru download satu lagu recommended by @rosydadewi nih, Latinka - Aku Bisa Mati, hemm, berlebihan sih sebenarnya makna dari lagunya sendiri. tapi beberapa liriknya, hemm, ya... mirip-mirip kisah gue lah *jadi inget mr.e* *eh bukan, inget hvnphrvy maksudnya* ah yaudah inget keduanya lah. oke ini udah ngelantur.
Hooaah, this is not the first time, but for a very very long time I didn't do this again. Insomnia, yea insomnia. I almost forget about this. Well, which way that I can go with. There are so many things that I wanna told here. Hemm, first, today is 16 days about to national examination, actually I don't know why can I blogging in this time. But, you must know that I feel in anticlimax nowadays. This week there are ten DVDs that I have watched.
10 DVDs rent from Star Disk
They are: fist - last
Step Up 3D . Fast & Furious . What Goes Up . Once . Coraline . Beat The World . Street Dance . Step Up 2 . Resident Evil : Afterlife . Salt .
I loved them, on the other hand I had watched them before. But, I didn't feel boring. yaudahlahya
barusan nge-tweet, "@ehbeatrix: hell-o, I'm still awake" dan dengan bermodalkan seperti mamaku, "@fairuzaf: tidur bet tidur~ RT @ehbeatrix: hell-o, I'm still awake"
iya fay iya......... sebentar lagi ya... aku belum ngantuk -__-
